God suffers and weeps and is crucified again over every damned soul. The scriptures tell us this.
The only cures available to us for damnation are Baptism, Sacramental Confession or Perfect Contrition. The latter is difficult to achieve, and is a measure of last resort.
Sacramental Confession also give immunisation that protects you against further relapses, but it needs frequent booster doses. Baptism is once only.
Go to Confession. You know it makes sense.